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i have been married for 11 yrs. in the past 1 1/2 yr we lost our house and moved across the counrty. we live with my parents and my child. i have suffed emotional abuse for so long. i finaly had enough about two weeks ago and told him in a letter to go get help and then mabey we could be a family again. he begged and pleaded. he went to see a counsilor who told him he is bi polar and manic deperssant. he told me he tried to kill himself when he read my letter. i took that very hard. i felt so guilty and yet trapped. i left him another letter telling him that i could hurt no more, let me go, let me heal. again he begged and pleaded. he said none of it was his fauld because he didn't know he was sick. i don't think i can ever open my heart to him again. i am affraid to tell him. i am scared to hurt him and he does something bad to himself. what should i do? |