| seejay |
| (recently joined) |
| 07/16/07 06:12 PM |
Re: divorce story
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Tomorrow morning at 9:30 we go before the judge. I'm scared to death. I think my biggest fear is that I will make a fool out of myself and cry. I have a friend that told me that she walked out of the courthouse feeling like she didn't belong in society anymore. Funny how your mind can work.
It's not like I would cry because I don't want this. I don't even know why I would cry, but I have a terrible fear that I will. I almost decided not to show up — just let things go on without me. But another friend said, "you have to show up, or you won't have closure."
Jesus.
I have another appointment with Lydia for this Saturday. It's not the 15th ... but it's close enough.