well 7 days until the order of protection is off of me and just some thoughts that I still love her but its been a year since Ive been able to talk to her . dont really know what to say or how to act(typical man thing I guess). I had the kids this weekend and we had a great time, when she picked up the kids she seemed happy and so did I , I wrote her a note that tried to explain my feelings that I still wanted her as a friend and that the reason for the divorce was my fault but I didnt give it to her yet. I just dont know how to proceed should I let her know or try to win her back, If i try too hard Ill look like a wimp but if I dont try I feel like i kicked myself in the ass. I would like this whole divorce thing to just go away and be happy with a family again .
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