| rschiller |
| (old hand) |
| 12/15/06 12:40 PM |
Tell me to keep going.............
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Today is the last day before school gets out. My kids leave tonight with the x for Christmas. I lost it last night during dinner. Today I am even worse.
My parents were going to come visit for the holiday but they live in MI and my dad has been sick and they now can't come.........I will be totally alone. Since this just came up I am not sure how I feel, but I am faced with many emotions.
As long as my kids have been there I've never really had time to think of much else but them. There are a couple of girlfriends I could call and I know I would be envited over, but I just don't want to be third wheel at someone elses family events.
I am thinking I will go to Late Christmas Eve service as usual, then possibly find a church that maybe does a Christmas morning service as my own church doesn't cause they want everyone at home with "family".
To top it off my AP didn't turn in two of my time sheets for tutorials so I am missing some extra funds for the holiday. And with being sick this past two weeks, I really needed and was counting on the funds.
So, anyway, my pity party is over now.
I will call my broker and get some money and find someway to remember the real reason for the holiday, faith in a child................