| Renee |
| (Carpal \'Tunnel) |
| 12/16/06 10:27 PM |
sigh.....
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I just got off the phone with xSO. I won't bore the board with the blow by blow, but suffice it to say I have that overwhelming feeling of.... resignation? frustration? sadness? I don't know...
He was very upbeat and had called me about and hour ago to chat, then had to call me back when one of the boys friends was dropped off. I think the entire conversation revolved around how the school is picking on the 12yo, and about BMX. As I listened to him it was just so apparent how fundamentally different we are where kids are concerned. I was raised that you don't talk back and getting in trouble wasn't a rite of passage. Had we married I would've been relegated to spectator status, unless of course somebody needed something. Maybe thats okay for some people, but I don't think being a Family is supposed to be like that.
Anyways, its just so apparent that our differences are too fundamental. It hurts my heart because I do love him, but whoever said you fall for the guy thats right for you?
This sucks.