I'm not as far into the divorce as you are but I too have a court date approaching (the 13th) This will be our initial/temp. hearing. I go through a circus of emotions...regret, disdain, anger, fear, apprehension, elation, Sometimes I wanna tear his throat out and others I fear sorry for him becuase he's such a miserable human being. I can't wait to have some kind of a court order, even temporary, to lay the foundation and that is legally enforceable. But at the same time I'm scared to death...scared of what that court order will CONTAIN. I'm tired of feeling like I have to play nice so he can't use it against me in court. I'm not sure that somethign like this is every something you completely get over. I agree with you about scars. Especially after having given so much of yourself to someone for so long, you can never completely get it back. I believe you leave with a little less in some ways and a little more in other.
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