| willybillie |
| (enthusiast) |
| 08/05/07 10:06 PM |
Re: My vent
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Preemie, I'm not your stbx,but we share something in common..LOL>> My hangup as some call it, is I have an obsession to be punctual. I am like him (my X will tell you)I always arrive either on time or early, never late. Didn't think anyone was like that. Scary.
You really got me thinking as to whether or not I can give someone what I gave to my Former wife. I also thought she was my soulmate for life. I used to tell her all the time that my love for her was "chiseled" into my heart forever.
I am trying sooooooooo hard to block her out. I am tired of the heartache that comes with friggin divorce.
I figure by getting involved in as much as I can, it will take my mind off of her.
I really underestimated what divorce takes out of you emotionally and sometimes physically. I know I have fallen off the horse, but it's a tough transition to get back on.
Let's hope all our futures will be smoother than our past.