| SteelersJR1 |
| (addict) |
| 10/18/05 09:18 PM |
Re: SteelersJR1
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Anne, thanks for the support. Sometimes I feel like telling myself to suck it up & move on, but this seriously has wiped me out, both financially and emotionally. There are SO many other parts to this mess-I swear that someday I'll be rich after selling the TV rights to one of the networks. I know that someday, I'll look back & say "Whew! I'm glad that ended!" But it's just that long road off into the distance to get there that is so intimidating. (I AM seeing a therapist-have been for over a year. I WAS on anitdepressants-certain circumstances forced me to stop taking them). A HUGE part of my loneliness is the fact that I have no family closer than 250 miles. I was pretty close to her family, her mother and an aunt in particular, I haven
t talked to either of them for almost the entire 3 months. I'm about 99 44/100s % sure that they are "on my side" even though they're blood. Not that it matters, but as far as I know, neither my STBX or my son have seen them since. But they would be a huge source of emotional support for me-they were the last time I saw them, which was after the split.
I also agree with you about the family law reform. It is WAY too easy to get out instead of working on issues. There ought to at least be some "punishment" if someone feels like they don't want to try. Currently, people can go into a marriage knowing there's an easy out if they want.
I would love to have season tickets for the Steelers! I live about 4.5 hours from Pittsburgh, but it would be worth it! (My son also loves the Steelers & the Pens!) Thanks for the support, again, I know "in the long run" everything will work to God's plan. Geoff
Hook'em Horns!