| cougarjg |
| (recently joined) |
| 08/05/10 05:21 PM |
Too many mistakes
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Ok here is my story on June 1st my wife asked for a divorce, said you can have the kids, the house a cabin we have at the ocean and even a rental that is making money.
I told the kids that your mom wants a divorce because of you (know this ws the wrong thing to do but my emotions tooki over)Have since explained to them that I was upset.
On June 13th I faked a drinking binge (I'm an ex alcoholic), she said that made her jump into another man's arms. Lots of kissing and smooching (no sex she said).
I then broke into her E-mail and found all kinds of love letters I confronted her with this and she said she was still debating on who she would rather be with.
On July 1st we set the divorce in motion once agian I got the house, the cabin and the rental, we have since split the kids.
On June 3rd I stole her phone and found the boyfriends number called him numerous times, I have since lost my job, went by her work she works at a [censored]. And she has know got a restraining order on me.
I took the kids to a counseler and they said that mom likes her work and her boyfriend more then us they are 10 and 12.
Here is the worst thing about the whole thing I still love her and want her back, everybody says I'm crazy. I know I have done a lot of things wrong and she blames me and says we will never get back together because of the things I have done. Here is where I need the feedback.
One other thing I didn't mention I broke into her E-mail found a love letter from her to her boyfriend that said I want you to handcuff me and do whatever you want ( I sent that e-mail to her mom and here sister and all her friends)