This is kind of a rant but it has been on my mind for the past couple of days.....My first wife, who I was totally and deeply in love with for 14 years cheated on me with someone who should have been a brother to me...and then left me with the kids...at least I got to keep them, my second wife....had problems with drugs and alcohol...and would hit and scream at me...(fortunately I have no kids with her) and we are now seperated...so my rant or question...is this.....I am sure...that there are many good women out there...but with my "track record" why even try I mean I know how to be pretty happy with just me and the kids....and there is definately no "Drama"...It is almost like the risk sooooooooo out weighs the reward of ever being serious about anyone....that it is better to be just on my own, even after my kids move out...does anyone else feel this way
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How can I ever even want a relationship again