I understand exactly why you went back. I was once there too. I loved the man I married, and I went back hoping to find him there. Needless to say I only found the man I couldn't understand anymore. When I left that time, I left knowing that I would be happier without him. It was something that my family didn't understand, but I was stronger for it. I beleive that if I hadn't of went back I would still be in so much pain wondering. But, I know now that I did the best for me and my kids. I left whole, if that makes any sense.
Good for you and I hope you and your kids have the best Christmas ever!!!
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