INEEDSOMEHELP
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Some of our ISSUES:
1. Communication - alot of misinterpretations & misunderstandings. No direct communication. Sometimes we don't talk to each other and keep assuming things. Alot of assumptions.
2.) IN-LAW!!! - His parents are disrespectul towards me. Ever since he's moved to Texas to be with me, they've resented me for that. They keep telling me that I should do what he asks now since he's moved there for me. They have yelled at me, hung up the phone on me, and even hung up the phone on my Mom. He's always defending them. He's always complaining to his MOMMY! I'm tired of this behaviour from him and them.
3.) TRUST ISSUES - As my previous post, we have ALOT of trust issues. Mainly from his behaviour from the past. and Even recently. Not being able to develop Trust. Not talking about it. Him not realizing that he needs to make an effort to BUILD it.
4.) Finances - He's been demanding on opening a joint account with me, but i've refused. I tell him that I still don't trust him enough with money and cash and HOW he handles money. I tell him I need more time to trust him and for him to SHOW me his accounts and balances in order to prove that he's trust-worthy, but he keeps refusing. He tells me to trust him blindly now, since i'm being so paranoid. WTF?? Can you ever trust this type of person blindly??
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INEEDSOMEHELP
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For 5 months of seperation and still no resolution to any of these issues. Am i just waiting for nothing? We go to marriage counseling and the only thing we're working right now on is Communication. Learing how to talk to each other again, without the anger. I keep thinking that if after even 5 months of seperation doesn't motivate a husband to be with his wife, then nothing will. I don't think he's interested. I think that I'm doing all the work and taking on all the responsibility while he's just reeping the benefits. I'm tired and fed-up now. Should i just call it quits and move on? Should I wait around for him to grow up and be responsible? Please give me some advice...
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BeachBabeRN
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Call it quits, move on.
And do one other thing -- read your posts as if your best girlfriend had written them -- what would your advice be?
This is seriously over, you've been separated 5 months already, file the paperwork and get out before you get any more involved. Do NOT open joint bank accounts, credit cards, etc.
The bottom line? You never should have gotten married.
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INEEDSOMEHELP
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In the past five months of seperation there have been moments I've wanted to quit, but i don't know, I still have hope. When we interact with each other as friends, we're really good with each other. Surface talking, joking around, hanging out,...etc. it's all good. It's just when deeper issues about our marriage & these Real issues come up, we both tend to avoid talking about them and if we do then we fight because we both are too stubborn. And yes, you're right I should have NEVER gotten married, but I did. I gave him a chance because some part of me believed in him. I mean if a Man is willing to move his whole life and leave his family behind to be with you, doesn't that mean something??? And yes it has been 5 years of seperation but little progress. He's been really stubborn in telling me to move back in first & then try solving the big issues. And again I told him, "I don't want to jump in blindly again". Either we improve the relationship from the beginning or it won't make a difference. He's been a willing participant in coming to Therapy, but still he's adamant about wanting me to move back in with him. And he told me he WANTS a joint account, thats the only way i'll have access to whatever he's doing with money involved. His own words. Do i give in to his demands? Do i move back in and Try to resolve these big issues? And i'm just so frustrated in being Indecisive about what to do that I don't know how to tell him that it's over?? How do i tell him something like that even though he's been coming to Therapy and is now opening up to talking about things, that all of a sudden i want a divorce??
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BeachBabeRN
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No, no, no, no, no.......to EVERYTHING.
Separate accounts -- IF you wind up moving back in, there's no reason to have joint accounts. Set up one for your living expenses **rent, utilities, etc** NEVER EVER comingle your money. He's using this as some kind of bargaining chip -- and it's working. You want to control, he won't let you unless it's on his terms and I'm telling you, it WON'T work. Has he been affording the rent, utilities, etc. since you moved out? Says something at least.....
Moving back in? Bad, bad, bad idea. If he won't work with you on the marriage and its issues while you're apart, what incentive does he have to do it when you move back in?
If he truly wants the relationship to work, then he won't pressure you. You shouldn't pressure him.
Honestly? I don't see a good outcome. You're involved in a power struggle and neither one of you is willing to give ground.
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yregna
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You NEED TO GROW UP:
Just read your post, you sound like a 15 year old.
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BeachBabeRN
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I think for the second time this year, dude, I completely agree with you.
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INEEDSOMEHELP
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BeachBabeRN, i appreciate your input and you're right about him not having any incentive to actually work on our issues if I decide to move back. Thats pretty much me throwing away 5 months for nothing and still getting stuck at where i left off. Well what should be my next step? I have told him that we need to start talking about everything, and he's agreed to talk. But again, my problem is HOW he approaches the issues. He doesn't get the point that we're adults and we need to Learn how to address and discuss each issue in order to resolve it. We don't pressure each other, we just need to learn HOW to talk to each other about deeper problems without offending each other. I give up...
And it's not about growing up, it's just that i'm trying to be patient, but i can't keep teaching him how to treat me. He can't seem to make up his mind either and stick with it.
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Debi
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"but i can't keep teaching him how to treat me."
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you the best way they can. You are going to have to accept that you can not MAKE him behave like you want him to. You can not MAKE him think like you do.
Your next step is one of two things. You accept him as he is or you move on. You can't go into a relationship trying to change someone. It simply doesn't work. You can talk until you're blue in the face but if he doesn't have it in him to be able to talk out problems then he's never going to. Loving someone and that person being the right person for you are 2 different things.
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INEEDSOMEHELP
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Thanks Debi. It's just that i'm afraid of both outcomes. I'm afraid to move on & afraid to move in. His love confuses me. I believe he wants to control me, not love me. If in actual he did love me, then we wouldn't be in this mess in the first place. And he would have done something by now to show how much he regrets doing what he did. This isn't love to him, it's just a game and he wants to win. He's the one that acts like a child instead of a grown man. Im not sure if it's my job to teach him How to make that transition into married life, but it seems that he just wants to control his version of married life. I'm willing to compromise with him, but it's him that needs to realize that and meet me half way. I know he wants me in his life, but he's got to work at it and do his part.
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