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Renee
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Reged: 06/02/05
Posts: 4022
Loc: The Palmetto State

Somebody stop me

12/28/06 05:03 PM

I just saw the xSO. I knew he was coming and waited a half hour on my front porch watching the street to see his truck. He got out of the truck and it took all I had to not hug him or touch him in some way. He came in and we sat at the table for a couple of minutes and chatted. He's shaved his goatee and is his usual gorgeous baby face self, despite having on his sweats and feeling lousy from a cold. We had to take care of some business and then he left.

I'm having such a weak moment. The holidays sucked for me because I missed him so much. I *know* logically that my life is much more calmer now, and that I simply didn't fit in with how he chooses to live his life. But I find myself still in love with the man. How can you get rid of the feelings you have for someone that you know is not good for you????? Its taking my every last ounce of willpower to not write him a letter right now and pour out my heart. Doing that might help in the short run, but would only stretch out the pain. Our lives and our needs are so not compatible its hopeless. But even knowing that I can't just shut off my feelings, which really , really is hurting right now.

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Subject	Posted by	Posted on
Somebody stop me	Renee	12/28/06 05:03 PM
Re: Somebody stop me	Runswithscissors	12/28/06 05:59 PM
STTTOOOOPPPP!	KiwiGirl	12/28/06 05:31 PM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	Renee	12/28/06 05:48 PM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	Curmudgeon	12/28/06 08:35 PM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	Karen1	12/28/06 08:43 PM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	Renee	12/28/06 10:57 PM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	SteveM	12/29/06 08:46 AM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	Renee	12/29/06 11:34 AM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	rocketgirl	12/29/06 03:56 PM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	GloriaJeans	01/05/07 01:51 PM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	MickeyInTexas	12/31/06 12:37 AM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	latoca	01/02/07 11:53 AM
Re: STTTOOOOPPPP!	Renee	12/29/06 05:15 PM

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