What do you mean stopped????? :):) If you want to hear a funny story about it, let me know. It is not a crazy thought. I mean, this guy ripped your life apart, broken promises, the whole nine yards. Of course you want him to feel the pain you are feeling. These people who cheat, they seem to not even notice and just move on smiling and that is not fair. But,, yes but, what will that get YOU. it is not easy. I remember early on, not being able to see tomorrow, it was just blank, next week, blank, next month, blank, next year, blank. I had no future, what I had known for 17 years of marriage, gone, no future nothing. But someone told me the sun will rise tomorrow, and the next day and the next day, and they would not be good days, and there would be a lot of not good days. But they also told me that one day, I would smile about something small, and maybe the next week, two small things. In time, the smiles would come closer together until there were more smiles than tears. It will happen, it has happened, it will happen to you, but you cannot speed it up. Take your time, nothing has to be done tonight, but know it will happen for you, you will be smiles and no tears and you will wonder what happened, and one day you will tell someone else about the time it takes, and the tears and the smiles. have faith and think on it. No one is going anywheres.
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