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mistakeprone
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I am totally ruining my life

03/23/12 01:00 AM

I really do not know what to do next. I have been married to my wife for over 12 years. I have done some really selfish/dumb things and now she is asking for a divorce. My first mistake was gambling. To compound the issue, I would lie to her. After a while, I really did not know what the truth is any more. Whenever, she confronts me, instead of admitting my mistake, I go on an offensive attack. This of course make her feels even worse eventhough I was the problem. next come dating sites. I really do not know why I visited them. I do know that the girls from other countries are not real but for some reason, they make me feel good about myself. I do know that they just want money because they would say thing like I love you after only chatting for 10 minutes or so BUT IT STILL MAKE ME FEEL GOOD. I know that I will never sexually cheat on my wife but she is correct in saying that is still cheating. Next come [censored] or preporn. I will watch some of the movies on movie channels. She has told me before that she does not want me to do this. But I am so dumb that I still look at these movies. I would feel very guilty and would switch the channel in a few minutes but I still has strong desire to watch.
I know that she deserves this divorce. Unfortunately, we have 2 kids. I am afraid that I would act so immature that the kids would be affected. I really do not know what to do. should we just announce the divorce and move out. Ideally I would be more mature and stay in the house so that the kids will not suffer but I do not trust myself. every time I see her, my body go numb and I have to sit down. I know that my tendency is to attack when i am hurt and I am so afraid that I can not control my emotion. I guess I know what to do but just feel so bad that I need to talk to someone for advise.
Thanks

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Subject	Posted by	Posted on
I am totally ruining my life	mistakeprone	03/23/12 01:00 AM
Re: I am totally ruining my life	Gecko	03/28/12 04:18 PM
Re: I am totally ruining my life	finz	03/24/12 01:24 AM

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