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justlorig
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want the pain to lessen
      12/04/05 06:10 AM

strange that i come in here more and more often to read thoughts and feelings from others that I don't know but feel so connected with staring at the ceiling as i cry myself to sleep again last night ... wondering if i will be able to somehow be able to keep my house ... and even if i do how in the world can i afford to maintain it ... let alone pay the utilities and food shopping ... i busted my butt all these years and for what ... to have to try to buy him out see he can enjoy life with the ***** nonstop thinking that she will be sitting on the new harley sitting in the garage or the truck ..... touching him .... yeah unfortunately for me this was so sudden that even though i hate what he is doing to me ... i still love him ... what is wrong with my head .... how am i expected to "accept" in four months that he does not love me ... files for divorce ... has a relationship with another woman ... and is leaving .... oh by the way forgot to mention that all the savings i have had was stolen and he says he has no clue what i am talking about ... and the police cannot help nor the insurance because it was cash .... damn sometimes the idea of going to sleep and not feeling anything sounds good but instead of the bottle of sleeping pills ... i come in here to "let go" thanks all for being here and letting someone new gets things off her chest and mind

lori

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