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jcham
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Just another day.....

01/18/11 10:00 AM

I have or am coming to terms that regardles of the circumstances surounding the divorce it was going to happen one way or the other, sooner or later. Having my son changed my wife and the way her family viewed her and treated her. She was always seeking their love one way or another, starving for it one might say. Once our son was born she found family acceptance and that love she so despiritly needed from them. It is unfortunit she had to use our son to do it but it is what it is.

On a personal note I have to learn to crawl before I can walk. Everyday presents itself with more of the same. I wake up and just feel like death, I feel like I have aged 10 years in the last 15 months. My nights are pretty good as there isnt really anything going on, I watch tv make something to eat and just veg but my mornings and days suck.

I was lying in bed this morning just listening to the silence and still asking myself why? What is Gods' plan and if I am even in it you know? Looking for work and the like it seems almost as dead as the marriage, economy is not what it was but I am doing it, giving it my best.

Last night it seemed like I dreamed all night and I was with a partner ya having sex and it just seemed so normal, real. I have not been able to get intimite with anyone at all, no desire but the dream was pretty good LOL. So I dont know support group wed night, a few trips out of state to get visitation with my son and well the job search. What else is there> Even old hobbies dont seem to interest me anymore as they were more family orientated. Its just another day....

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Just another day.....	jcham	01/18/11 10:00 AM
Re: Just another day.....	d2njti	01/19/11 05:10 PM

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