
brokenwing
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I Called Him Last Night
03/10/06 12:37 PM
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I hadn't talked to him for two days and I was missing him so much. I tried my hardest not to call but I just had to know. I read a thread about Sex and a lot of people were saying that they didn't want to sleep with their spouses anymore because they were repulsed by them so they would sleep in another room or on the couch. My husband started sleeping on the couch so I started to think that maybe I was the one who was repulsing him. I know it's dumb to ask him, as if he is going to say "yes you did", well of course he answered with a no and said he never even thought of me that way. I started to cry and I told him I was hurt because he went to someone else to get satisfied sexually when we were married and that it should have been ME satisfying him. He said he was sorry but that didn't help the pain. I just don't understand what happened between us I thought we were good for each other. I was doing okay, I had sopped crying daily but today I am so down and hurting again. I wish this pain would stop. At night I dream I am sleeping in his arms like I use to then I wake up and he's not there. Like I said he would sleep on the couch but it was only once in a while. He would watch TV and fall asleep there but I would get up at night and tell him to come to bed and he would. Why do I miss this man so much who hurt me so bad? He says he stopped loving me, well I wish he would show me how to just stop loving someone when you have been through so much together. I wish he would show me so I could just stop loving him. My heart seriously needs some help.
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