I am a 47 year old man. My wife brought me here from England in 2002 with the intention of marrying me (she loved the english and I fell madly in love with me as I did with her, and still am, this woman means the world to me. (I left the lady I was with for 22 years, and all I owned to be with her), what worries me is if she devorces me I will have nothing and be stranded in a Country I have only known for four years. I am not on the deed to the house but I am on the loan for the house and all the bills. In the last year and a bit she has started to play an online game and has been very distant, she hide things on the screen when I walk in the room. we only speak when she goes outside to smoke (about four times a night for about three mins) and she has been telling me she will devorice me for asking for sex (The last time we has any contact of that sort was over a month ago, and only about three or four times since she started to play the online game, before she couldn't keep her hands off me), or devorce me for spying on her when she is playing her game (which I don't do), she has become so different to the lady I loved and still love It frightens the hell out of me, I am her third husband, and it looks like the same is happening to me as happened to them before.
I love this lady so much I am frightned what I might do to myself if she ever leaves me. can anybody please help me?