Havent been here for a while, but i wanted to update my situation. I have now been separated for almost 18 months. We did go to court over 1 year ago, i did get alimony and am still on his insurance. We are not legally separated. In my case, i am disabled, so im not sure how it will all work out. He has told me recently that he does not want a divorce, and really, i am not ready to go throught it. My attorney says i am better off right now, as i still own half of everything, and i am his beneficiary. Basically, we have 2 lawyers that are paid in full, and we are legally married. My lawyer says, when i am ready, let her know.