Well it has been a few since I posted here.
In the mean time the same things have been going on. But today my wife said she was interested in opening dialogue about her coming back.
But it has been 8 or 9 months of her fooling around. I am numb to the whole situation and dont know if I will ever be able to be intimate with her again. I would have jumped at this even two weeks ago. But I have been talking to a few women socially (no touching :P) and I am not sure if I want to take her back.
This is my chance to save our marriage but a few of my friends know what’s going on and beyond that, she is sooo hateful and spiteful I dont know if I can stand her. I made the decision to give up less than a week ago and committed to the idea of divorce.
I dont know if she should get another chance...but this is the event I have been waiting the better part of a year for.
I thought I had it figured out when I gave up but now I am thrown a curve ball.
I think, also, that she may just be jealous. I went to dinner with a beautiful young lady and things went VERY well. I have a bit of a crush if I do say so myself. But I also believe strongly in the permanency of marriage. Any advice?